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salam

i supposed to blog something bout ppl around me yesterday but after consulting hubby, he's of the opinion i should avoid myself blogging bout other ppl. yes, true enuff, mana tau suddenly someone yg i blog about terbaca, matilah i kan. actually my intention to blog about someone tu just to share story bout problem and how to solve that particular problem tapi hubby not allowed to do so.

ok this gonna be a quick update, i just finished one paper and already submiited to the boss. i think he is still perusing the paper...jap lagi berbunyi lah phone ni..he wil call to discuss on my paper. this is my work routine, preparing a risk paper. such a boring job lah!

nowadays the loan application is quite slow and my work pun very slow lah. remember bout the rumours (the reshuffling thingy) i told before, todate we havent received email from HR informing bout that matter. what i know the efective date for the reshuffling matter was on 1/5/2009 tp the email still tak keluar lagi. i knew i selamat ...according to most reliable source hahaha YES!

thats all for today, will blog again

p/s: manalah bos aku ni masih tak panggil2 lagi, orang nak balik awal ari ni..........

seram and spooky

just came back from meeting. i hate meeting especially meeting which discussing things yang i tak tahu. previously the meeting was attended by 'sale people' and i dont know who gave the idea that our department must attend the meeting as an observer. huh. so early this year my boss assinged everyone here to attend the meeting. fyi, the meeting is everyday.

i really hate meeting even when i were with my previous company. im not good at speaking at the public (so nervous) even if i have idea (sometimes brilliant idea which is the same with the big boss) i couldnt communicate it. so pathetic. at age 27, i still have butterfly in my stomach everytime i attended meeting. grow up lah fatty!ive been thinking from last year to attend class on 'talk with confidence'. i even surveyed english classes from BC to improve my english and my confidence. tapi until now still not moving my plan tu coz from what ive been informed there are so many classes i have to attend at BC. for each stages there are 3-4 classes. for example if ive been determined to be in class B (medium) n class B will be again segregated to 3-4 classes like blue, red, green n yellow. bear in mind for each classes the cost is about RM1k. mcmana nak fork out money kan? that's why im still here, penakut.......i have to change if not ha mcm ni jerlah aku forever and ever.

back to the meeting that i attended just now. the meeting was boring as hell n as usual i became the seat warmer and silent observer. well...since they said our department is an observer in the meeting then i acted as required lah kan...observer as in OBSERVER, just observe heheheh.

i know its not good but i dont want to humiliate myself by talking nonsence and knowing me when im nervous my face will blush, smile mcm kambing n my voice akan terlekat at my throat and the worse part my voice will sound like angsa. ya allah, so terrible.

oklah will continue lagi pasal meeting ni or anything related to it later. my hubby called and its time to go home. the office pun dah senyap, ada 2-3 ppl left. ive promised my hubby to treat him at one new western restaurant nearby our hse tp still confuse coz suddenly i wanted to eat the sandwiches that i talked last nite. which one heh?

new job?

good morning.......

at the office right now,relaxing hahahah

dont have any papers, i just finished one yesterday...still waiting for another paper.

loan application normally is quite slow for the 1st quarter n this year even slower coz of the economic slowdown thingy...yer lah tak der saper want to apply for a loan, takut tak leh bayarkan

after 1 year in my department ni, ntahlah i still dunt find 'my tune' in work...i forgot almost evertything aper yg i dah buat. i couldnt even remember the name of the company yang i dah buat, hahahha see how pathetic i am...............maybe because i dunt like the job and I LOVE my previous job

so so so........ ive atttended an interview 2 days ago and i feel good coz the job is similiar with my oreviuos job.....hopefully they gonna accept me in amin provided they give me the salary yang i nak tu lah, if not tak perlah coz wut:

i know the job very well, ive been doing the job for almost 3 years. the work require my self to be soooo meticulous and well prepared. ive to do lot of readings meaning i hve to go thru all the files to know the clients, to know their history and so on. so imagine if i started the work and they give me 30 clients and the loans have been approved for more than years, imagine how many files i have to go through ehermmm. so i think that the salary yg i mintak tu is justify with the workloads and also the pressure nanti.

yesterday one lady called frm this bank and asked pasal my bond with my current company.good sign ...quoting my hubby's opinion ' they not gonna waste their time asking bout that thing if they dont want to hire u'. yeah couldt agree more.

hehehhehe

pray with me everyone. amin